Carrie
7/26/2008 1:20:00 PM
"Lotus_Bloom" <dwallin@tx.rr.com> wrote in message
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On Jul 25, 2:33 pm, Deborah <debo...@modabelam.com> wrote:
> On Fri, 25 Jul 2008 12:10:10 -0700 (PDT), Lotus_Bloom
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> <dwal...@tx.rr.com> wrote:
> >On Jul 25, 1:55 pm, "gig" <os...@lycos.com> wrote:
> >> "Lotus_Bloom" <dwal...@tx.rr.com> wrote in message
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> >>news:77885e6e-62e3-42ed-863b-e6dd13935a34@c58g2000hsc.googlegroups.com...
> >> On Jul 25, 1:19 pm, Deborah <debo...@modabelam.com> wrote:
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> >> > On Fri, 25 Jul 2008 04:53:46 -0700 (PDT), Lotus_Bloom
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> >> > <dwal...@tx.rr.com> wrote:
> >> > >On Jul 25, 12:11 am, Deborah <debo...@modabelam.com> wrote:
> >> > >> On Fri, 25 Jul 2008 04:04:31 GMT, Gene <g...@chewbacca.org> wrote:
> >> > >> >Lotus_Bloom <dwal...@tx.rr.com> rote in
> >> > >> >news:27264acf-ff38-4c3b-849d-
> >> > >> >8012b3b51...@m36g2000hse.googlegroups.com:
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> >> > >> >>> I was in the galactic heart of it all during the sixties. I
> >> > >> >>> was
> >> > >> >>> there
> >> > >> >for
> >> > >> >> the
> >> > >> >>> Great Human Be-In and the Summer of Love. What do you think?
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> >> > >> >> Oh my, do tell of your experience, sounds exciting. :)))
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> >> > >> >I took psychedelics in two series, the 1966-67 series, starting
> >> > >> >late
> >> > >> >in
> >> > >> >1966 and ending in the fall of 67, and the 1968 series, spring to
> >> > >> >fall
> >> > >> >of
> >> > >> >1968. This is as best as I can remember 40 years later.
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> >> > >> >The 66-67 series was the ordinary sort of experience-I realized I
> >> > >> >was
> >> > >> >the
> >> > >> >Son of God, and so was everyone else, I experienced so-called
> >> > >> >"ego
> >> > >> >death",
> >> > >> >and then I had a dream warning me off taking any more LSD. When I
> >> > >> >ignored
> >> > >> >it to take my already purchased dose, I had a mildly bad trip,
> >> > >> >where I
> >> > >> >became depressed at how isolated and lonely I was. So I quit.
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> >> > >> >Right about then, I got into meditating Edgar Cayce style (which
> >> > >> >is
> >> > >> >much
> >> > >> >the same as Course style.} I went through the separation of the
> >> > >> >chown
> >> > >> >chakra from the forehead chakra, and then the opening in
> >> > >> >succession of
> >> > >> >the
> >> > >> >others, travelling downward.
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> >> > >> >Then, in 1968, I wondered what would happen if I dropped acid and
> >> > >> >meditated. I tried it, and the first few times it was like an
> >> > >> >immense
> >> > >> >weight was on me, some responsibility it seemed I had undertaken
> >> > >> >to
> >> > >> >awaken
> >> > >> >people and uncover knowledge. I would work, and achieve a
> >> > >> >temporary
> >> > >> >sense
> >> > >> >of being the Son of God-and then, of course, come down.
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> >> > >> >The "height" I got to seemed to gradually increase, the inner
> >> > >> >experience
> >> > >> >got stranger, and the effect on other people more pronounced as I
> >> > >> >went
> >> > >> >on.
> >> > >> >I got used to hearing "I had the strangest dream about you last
> >> > >> >night"
> >> > >> >from
> >> > >> >friends, relatives, and total strangers. But people seemed to
> >> > >> >pick up
> >> > >> >my
> >> > >> >thoughts in other ways than dreams. The oddest case is where I
> >> > >> >was
> >> > >> >doing
> >> > >> >some Edgar Cayce chants, then stopped and did them mentally,
> >> > >> >which
> >> > >> >morphed
> >> > >> >into a contralto voice singing it, to an orchestral
> >> > >> >accompaniment,
> >> > >> >with an
> >> > >> >effect rather like Neptune from Holst's The Planets. A friend
> >> > >> >knocked
> >> > >> >on my
> >> > >> >door, and asked "What was that unearthly music I heard coming
> >> > >> >from
> >> > >> >your
> >> > >> >apartment?" It seems he heard my hallucination standing on the
> >> > >> >sidewalk in
> >> > >> >front of my second-story apartment!
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> >> > >> >But it's the kind of mind and thought I had then which is hardest
> >> > >> >to
> >> > >> >explain. For one thing, it had a kind of fourth-dimensional
> >> > >> >quality,
> >> > >> >with
> >> > >> >me visualizing extensions and forces headed off in a dimension of
> >> > >> >what
> >> > >> >you
> >> > >> >might call vibrational height.
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> >> > >> >It all climaxed with a trip using DOM, or STP as we called it
> >> > >> >then.
> >> > >> >Two
> >> > >> >acquaintances came by and insisted I take it with them, and we
> >> > >> >went to
> >> > >> >the
> >> > >> >beach. I became aware of life forces moving in everything around
> >> > >> >me.
> >> > >> >Then I
> >> > >> >took the energy in, and shot up like a rocket. I saw a table made
> >> > >> >of
> >> > >> >threads of light, with a scroll on it, also made of light, with
> >> > >> >letters on
> >> > >> >it spelling what my mind told me were people's true names,
> >> > >> >whatever
> >> > >> >that
> >> > >> >might be. Mine was added on the bottom of the scroll, in glowing
> >> > >> >red
> >> > >> >letters like an LED. More firmly than ever I got that I was the
> >> > >> >Son of
> >> > >> >God.
> >> > >> >I seemed to be told, wordlessly, that I had done what I had
> >> > >> >promised
> >> > >> >to do,
> >> > >> >and thank you, but now it is over and I needed to stop taking
> >> > >> >psychedelics.
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> >> > >> >The inevitable "I had the strangest dream about you" that time
> >> > >> >came
> >> > >> >from my
> >> > >> >brother-in-law. He saw me lying on a bed (my usual posture for
> >> > >> >meditation,
> >> > >> >though not this time at the beach) and rising out of the sea,
> >> > >> >with a
> >> > >> >bright
> >> > >> >light around me. A great crowd was watching from the shore, and
> >> > >> >one
> >> > >> >called
> >> > >> >out in an awed tone, "It's a miracle!"
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> >> > >> I really appreciate you sharing this, Gene. I mostly only had a
> >> > >> good
> >> > >> experience with acid, mostly spiritual in nature. It wasn't for me
> >> > >> a
> >> > >> party drug. I wrote a lot of songs on it, though, because it kept
> >> > >> me
> >> > >> up all night. You can't get to sleep.
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> >> > >> When it had shown me all it had to show me, it just stopped
> >> > >> working.
> >> > >> I didn't even get a buzz anymore. So I had no trouble giving it
> >> > >> up.
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> >> > >Do you still have the music you wrote?
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> >> > > The reason I asked is because there was such amazing music that
> >> > > came
> >> > > out of the era of LSD. I didn't realize a lot of the meaning until
> >> > > later in life, late bloomer myself. :))
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> >How so?
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> He's right, in a way. Drugs can show you something, but you can't
> keep looking for it with the drugs, or you'll just become an addict.
> You have to find another doorway.
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Yeah, that's why I call it an opening. :)) I am not speaking to
addiction or chasing anything.
If a person (or persons overall) don't know what's possible, it makes it
harder, maybe impossible to find it.
Though, it seems like the person known as Jesus did. Just a quirk?